Thursday, April 26, 2007

The recent victory in Inter-House Dramatics meant a great deal to me. The last time we had won, I had written the play but I didn't get to act in it due to unfortunate circumstances. This time, I was writing & directing the play besides acting in the lead role...leaving a lot upto how I handled things. It went successfully, and I'm extremely pleased to have bagged the Best Production award for the house and the Best Director award for myself. One would have thought that I regretted missing out on the acting awards, but I know for a fact that I am not particularly strong in that fact I have surpassed my own expectations by coming in 3rd amongst the actors - I was really surprised that Manna didn't place higher than me.
This was the first activity I won as a House Captain, and it felt nice. Tomorrow I will be carrying the house flag for the first time on Prize Day, and it feels good. I've always seen my seniors do that, and to be doing it myself is a special feeling that I can't really describe.
Nexus 2007 is still coming up, so there isn't much scope for rest on the horizon. Here I must end, for I don't really feel very much at ease at the moment...Till then, adios

Monday, April 23, 2007

Sometimes it isn't a good thing to be thinking too much about what's going on around you. Seldom does anything at all make sense, and on the rare occasion that you think you've got it figured turns out that it isn't so simple after all.
I often ask myself why I just don't feel satisfied with my life at the end of the day. Is it because I don't feel content with what I have? Or is it because I feel I have a lot left to do? Yet I can never answer that question because I just don't know.
Perhaps I'm inquiring too much into my life...asking too much of it and not managing to see what might be as clear as day. I can't understand myself sometimes, and although I wish to be different I can't. While on the one hand I think that I'm doing things the right way...on the other hand I want a lot more from the way things are. Illogical? I agree that it is...but that's the way it is for me right now.